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Ang sarap maligo sa ulan. :))


I miss.... :(

That song fits my situation right now. Really.

I'm sure everyone, or at least most of us, have experienced loving someone who wasn't aware of your feelings for him/her. It's really hard, isn't it?

You wanna talk, or even be with him. But of course, you can't. Sometimes it's because of shyness, or even worse, he's avoiding you. Idk. Secret love is just THAT MUCH complicated.

Errr. But what can we do, right? :(

I think



















































































.....I'm in love :)

Every girl needs a man; the kind that will treat you right as well as others; the kind that has enough respect for himself, family & others; the one that will change for you to just be with you. The kind that searches for you with his heart, the kind that can be trusted alone with a room full of many other beautiful ladies, the kind that won`t cheat on you cause he knows he`s got all he wants & needs already, the kind that`s willing to be your friend & lover, the kind that doesn`t mind calling you early in the morning to say good morning & late at night to say good night; maybe even sing you a good morning & tell you a good night story or talk to you until you fall asleep. The kind that will do anything for you, even if it`s just to buy your favorite kind of candy. The kind that will defend & fight for you, the kind that won`t ditch you for his friends when you need him the most, the kind that won`t leave you lonely & wondering, the ones that call you surprisingly, even if he's with his friends, just to tell you that he loves you & misses you a lot. The kind that isn`t afraid to smile to his friends every time you`re around & tells them, "She`s the one." The kind that appreciates you for the things you do for him, even if they`re little. The kind that actually thanks you for the little love notes you leave him, the kind that is willing to wait for you when you`re falling behind, the kind that will actually open the door for you, take you out on dates once in a while & buy you flowers cause its a Wednesday. The kind that notices your hair when you just got it cut or done beautifully for him, the kind that reminds you that he loves you & that he`s happy with you in case you forget, the kind that just doesn`t want kisses & hugs but to actually be loved & to love the kind that calls you "beautiful" instead of "hot." The kind that kisses your forehead when you`re down, the kind that tells you to be strong & not to cry, the kind that will go through thick & thin with & for you, the kind that just loves you for who you are. That kind of man, that`s the kind you keep..

Happy birthday to me! Haha. ;)


Thank you, Papa Jesus. :-) Many thanks for giving me another year to live, to cry, to smile, to laugh, to share what I have to other people. I love you. :)


Mama, I know you won't be able to read this, but still, I wanna thank you for being such a good mother AND father to me and Darrel. Like what I always say, I love you. ALWAYS AND FOREVER. :)


Mommy, you're the best granny ever! Haha. Thank you for always taking care of me eversince the day I was born. Thank you, really, for always being patient to me. I'm aware that we've been through lots of fights, and I'm really sorry for that. I love you much. :)


Daddy, hello. :)) Kahit na hindi mo rin mababasa 'to just like mama and mommy. Haha. Thank you for always giving me what I want. Hahaha. And I really appreciate all the things you've done and will still be doing for me. I love you. :)


Tita! You're the greatest aunt ever. Enough said. I love you. :)


Darrel, my little brother. Sorry for being mean at times. You know naman how much I love you diba. I'm just really not that expressive and showy. Sorry. :)) I love you sooooooo much! :)


Tito Ronald, Dianne, Gelo, Brian- I love you guys. Tito, thank you for being my driver! Haha! Dianne, Gelo, Bry, I love you little cousins. :) I always will. Promise. :)


Kamae bitch! BFF! Haha. Indot, Cancan, at kung ano pa man. You're still MY best bitch. Walang limutan, ha? Love kita, promise! :-) Thanks for everything. Kalokohan. Tawanan. Your never-ending stories. HAHAHA. The green ones.. HAHA. I'm really thankful that you trust me. I love you, bitch. :D


Issa bitch! Halaaaaavyiew. Victoria's ko? Hihi! Joke. Thanks for being my... uhm, idk. Hahahahahah. Basta, alam mo na yuuun. Sorry for being masungit most of the time! ;)) Thanks for everything, too. I love you, bitch. :-)


..And to everyone who made my fourteen years of living happy, complete, whatever.. THANK YOU GUYS. :-) Hope to share another year full of laughter and smiles with you again. :D


Sorry. Emo ata ako. Amp. First time to, ha! Haha.

I'm really not in the mood to blog even if there are lots of things happening, not just to me, but also to everyone around me. :)) Oh yeah, ELECTIONS. Damn you, GMA. Go to hell!!!!!!!


WHAT YOU WOULD RATHER BE CALLED?

Babe or Baby?
- baby na lang.

Sweetie or Honey?
- sweetie.

Darling or Dear
- dear. :-)


THIS OR THAT?

hug or kiss?
- both please? :)

white or black
- black.

ground or sky?
- ground.

night or day?
- night.

pool or beach?
- neither. HAHA.

love or lust?
- love shempre.. <33

you or me?
- you and me :D -YEHESSS.

silver or gold?
- either.

left or right?
- rightie.

sunny or rainy?
- rainy.

hot or cold
- cooold!

lake or river
- lake? idk, really. haha.

DO YOU?

eat 3 meals a day
- sometimes.

like someone
- i sooooooo do! ♥

believe in love at 1st sight
- sure.

like school
- kinda. :-)


HAVE YOU EVER

been camping
- hmm, no.

eaten alligator
- who'd do that? haha. ew.

gotten in a fight
- yeah.

been out of the country
- nah, sorry. :(

cursed someone
- HAHAHA YEAH.

held a grudge for more than a
week
- hmm, i guess so.

killed something
- lotsa times.

had a mud fight
- no.

kissed someone on the bed or kissed somebody
the rain?
- havnt tried the rain kiss :D -ME TOO :)

watched a scary movie or a funny
one
- i don't watch scary movies THAT much eh. but, DUH. shempre i've seen several na. hehe.

hold hands or being held
- yuh.

held at the shoulders or held at
the waist
- yeah. :-)


QUESTIONS

is your hair wet?
- no.

is your cell phone right beside
you?
- nah.

do you miss someone?
- sure!

are you wearing chopsticks?
- hahaha, no.

are you tired
- not really.

are you excited
- yeah.

are you watching tv
- no. there's nothing worth watching. haha.

are you wearing pajamas
- nope. :-)



Teka. Eto matindi eh. Bwahaha. ;)

L: unbelievably great in bed.
U: you are really silly.
I: great in bed.
S: easy to fall in love with.
T: you're loyal to those you love
R: fuckin crazy. (in a fun way)
O: awesome kisser.

WHAT DOES YOUR LAST NAME SAY ABOUT
YOU?:
A: you like to drink.
B: you like people.
C: you are really silly.
D: one in a million.
E: great in bed.
F: you are dead sexy.
G: you never let people tell you what
to do.
H: you have a very good personality,
looks and a very good kisser.
I: great in bed.
J: people adore u.
K: you're wild and crazy.
L: unbelievably great in bed.
M: great in bed.
N: you like to drink a LOT.
O: awesome kisser.
P: you are hypocrite.
Q: you are popular with all types of
people.
R: fuckin crazy. (in a fun way)
S: easy to fall in love with.
T: you're loyal to those you love
U: you are really silly.
V: you are not judgemental
W: you are very broad minded.
X: you never let people tell you what
to do.
Y: best boy/girl friend any one can
ask for.
Z: always ready.


Oh well. Hahaha. :))

Hahaha. Yeah right.. I'm really too lazy to update. No one but Issa knows this thingy naman eh. :)) I guess I'd like to keep it that way. ;) It's good to have privacy, you know? :)

I have Review Classes tomorrow. It kinda gets more and more tiring.. Hehe. Good thing it's only for three weeks. :)

Issa shall see and sit beside Ron tomorrow. Bwahaha. Good luck, woman.

-XX.